july 24 2024: still

yikes i havent seen this in a while. living is okay. this is a very rare moment where i can say its okay. its not good, its not horrible and full of anguish.

school is back (for a while now lol) and because things are going just okay for some reason ive decided to up my game in art. like ive been drawing more compared to like last year. hopefully in 10 years it'll be worth when i mayyybe become a good illustrator // artist. i wonder what jobs are there that need me to draw hot anime characters?? or will i have to resort to doing a job that has nothing to do with drawing..? time will tell

i wonder why i am obsessing with finding a living for myself when im still in school.? i dont need it right now,, but if i figure it out, it would prob be way easier for me later on i guess. okay other than all that life bs, recently tried listening to kendrick lamar's discog after not like us dropped,, omg its so good wtf like literally everything good in hip hop

- serif july 24 2024