may 10 2024: what the hell is happening is everything ok i think im ok

i think i should put more thought into these things. even though no one reads these i figured id make it worthwhile for me anyway currently alone. only now have i truly understood the difference between alone and lonely. its a constant shift between the two sometimes oh how hard it is to feel this and i wish i can move on but my stupid moody brain keeps being depressing for no reason !!! some good stuffs tho, school nearly done for the year (tho i only have 1 month break its... whatever) im learning a language, and hopefuly i get to master it heres some examples ive been cooking up: おはよう‼　僕はセリフです。フィリピン人です。　。。。。。。　初めまして。 so what do you think? btw all those words are just different ways of cursing at someone hopefully one day i tell myself, hey, youll be fine. just keep going.

words really cannot describe what i was going thru lmfao, i was like battling a raging war within myself. many creative inputs slowly lurking on, i might as well give a life update - currently learning japanese - looking into making songs - hopefully mastering the craft of drawing

anyway heres some cool songs frome each artist i love: the apprentice - gorillaz, the jeweller's hands - arctic monkeys, coloratura - coldplay, jumpsuit - twenty one pilots

now heres some cool japanese songs: トーキョーゲットー - eve, アヴァン - eve, dr. - eve&sou, 退屈を再演しないで - eve, damn theyre all eve i need to expand my music taste ok i cant lie tho eve does make bangers

- serif may 10 2024